Complicated Me

2010-05-16T19:13:00.000+08:00

HEY BLOGGERS.. I'VE CHANGED MY BLOG..HERE IS THE URL..

My new blog

Please relink me.. Thanks =)

With much love

Syafiqah

2010-05-05T23:01:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to Om.. My uncle.. hahaa

After my night i was soo tired... I really hate to work night shifts...

And my latest night shift was a BLAST!! I saw a Damn Huuge BLACK FIGURE...

Shit!! I ran like hell!!!

Hmmm... I'm out of words!!!

see you soon!!

2010-04-30T22:44:00.002+08:00

I was crying for these past three days as I was missing My MOMOT badly... I went back home on the 28th April 2010 and my momot was already not at home... My Mum send him away to my brother's friend... The reason why my mum did so, was because she don't like the motion smell of my kitty...

But mum, at least please understand how I feel and how GREAT the IMPACT is to me when I Loss him... I was hugging his towel all day long.. I miss Momot Sooooooo Much!!!

Momot.. My Birthday will Not be COMPLETE if you are not around with me.. And the BIRTHDAY present that I wish for is not that difficult.. I Just Need You MOMOT as My BIRTHDAY PRESENT...

I love you momot... I miss you badly here :'(

2010-04-29T12:51:00.001+08:00

Iffri nye semangat.. Tak bleh angz!!

2010-04-29T10:39:00.019+08:00

A Trip To Singapore Zoological!!

The First Big Crocodile We Saw..

Shit It Was Large..

I dunno What Is This Animal Called..

But It Smells..The White Tigers..

This Tiger was walking front and back..
Hafiz was like...
"Eh..Tiger ni smyg!! Da la..Tawaf bnyk2"

When they open the door to enter and see the kangaroo..
Everybody was scared that this kangaroo might just jump and kick us...
Hahaha..

This Bird had a beautiful and colorful head..

The crocodile.. hmmm..
We were soo tired that we sat at the crocodile place..

And get some air by the fan..

Hahaha..

The Butterfly..

Shit.. We had an interesting experience here..

The Singapore Snake..

Can't believe that this singapore snake is damn big..

I seriously tell u guys..

If this snake caught you.. Don't u ever dream dat you guys have hope

to be alive..

Lastly we saw the leopard..

Basically on the 27th April 2010.. We went to singapore zoo...

Hafiz gave 4 free entry to 4 of us.. So another two will have to pay..

There were six of us...

Iffri, edos, hafiz,nash,me and syikin..

12pm..

"Ey hafiz.. Aku tumpang kembar yg mane satu uh??"

Hafiz: edos la

Me: Edos yang mane?? Yang pendiam tu eh??

Hafiz: Ah2 la...

Me: Mampos!!! Tak kene gaya sia aku!!!
Hafiz: Tumpang je la...

Haiz... Aku betul betul nye tak kene gaya la sey... Mati...

Hmmm... Sorry eh edos.. Bile aku bual pat tepon..

Suara aku kuat..

Hahahha..

Since edos was late and just woke up from sleep...

I grab my lunch alone at fork and spoon just nearby my house.. Walking distance je la...

So at 1230... I'm already at edos block.. But hiding!! Hahaha...

At 1250... We met uh... He was smoking and was waiting for me to appear...

I was like.. Shit... Shit.. Ape yang spatutnye aku bual ngn kau?

Uhhhh.. Diam je uh.. Hahahaha....

Den end up.. Edos start talking.. Den ok la...

Hahaha..

At 1pm off we go to zoo....

Damn!! This edos ride sooo fast... Kau nye belok pun!! Last warning!!!

Feel like hugging him already but shit!!! Tak kene gaya nye pasal..

I have to sit still je pat.. Damn ass!! We are the ones yg sampai dulu..

Then nash and his gf came...

Followed by si kental hafiz whose box was causing a problem to him...

Then.. Iffri...

When we started our journey to the zooo... there's soo many things happen....

Especially the chimpanzee... Hahahahaha!!! Nash and edos!! Stop it sia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hahaha.. U guys should know the story k??

And about the bird who block our way...

Hafiz and iffri!! And aku skali!! Stop it sia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hahahahaha!!!!!!

Not going to elaborate what really happen...

So.. After our zoo trip.. We ate at KFC at the zoo...

Though the KFC at the zoo was expensive..

But lapar nye pasal.. Kite bedal je..

Hahaha...

Thats all...!!!!

Thanks eh edos!! For the lift!!!! =))

2010-01-26T12:27:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was my mum's first day at work.. So i have to stay at home.. and i'm dying of boredness...

Luckily my dad finished his work early and he get back home fast...
So, I was dying to go out...
Went out and meet viki...
To orchard ion...Nothing much...

We split after she bought her things...
So,I met my fren at clementi first...After that... Met my crazy handsome boy.. haha...

Belo... Feel like beating him sia.. Supposed to meet him at clementi shopping centre..

But he was tired after his NS duty..I rembat muke u...

So he asked me to meet at his house instead.. So yeah... Took a bus from the clementi interchange and waited for him at his house bus-stop...

Irritating.. Lambat!! Hahaha.. When he reached to me he hugged me.. So sweet of u darl.. Hahaha..Bought for him a ferrero rocher and he was thankful but shy too... Hehehe... Stop it eh dedey...

He said he was thirsty so,we bought our drinks at one of the shops out there and head down to one of the void deck and sit...

Talk and laugh and disturbing each other was what we did yesterday...Sharing his stories towards me... Haiya... Disturbed him a lot and he did the same.. Freak..

Dedey... Next time dun BUIH me orite?? ah.. see?? U are labeled buih from me.. Hahaha.. He was funny when I called him buih.. Bloody hell... He took my hand and bite my hand la, bite my cheeks,whack my body... It was pain when he whacked my body... Dumb dumb dedey.. I hate you for that... But then he was sweet to say sorry and kissed me...Bloody hell... Tau takut...

It was 10.45pm and its getting late.. So,I gotta go home already.. And I want him to rest too.. Flight a cab,hugged and kissed goodbye and off I went home...

Thanks Dear,

For making me smile and laugh all the long with you... Thanks for making me happy... Thanks for everything.. Much love from me to u.. *MUACKZ!*

2010-01-19T16:59:00.004+08:00

Ini uh budak budak sekarang makan ice cream gelojoh nah...
Hahahaha... Giler nye besi...
Eh hafizao.. Lain kali makan betul2 skit eh.. Takya nak sampai ke baju trus ke seluar terus ke kaki eh ice cream kau nak tumpah!
Hahahaha!!!
Suar!!!!!

Yesterday I was damn bored.. Stayed at home all along all day... In the end mum asked me to buy for her some make-ups accesiories... So I decided this Hafiz to accompany me for a while....
Our plan was.. To meet him at Jurong Point Straight...

My bus reached at my bus stop already and this suar called me and told me that he's already at my place's carpark.. So I leave the bus... And end up he told me that he was acutally at Jurong Point's carpark...I was sooo pissed off that he lied to me and made me left the bus away... u suck!! Hahaha...Told him to pick me up... Don care!!

Hahahaha... As soon as we reached Jurong Point straight away I bought the make up accessiories...Diz idiot... Bodoh!! Gy main main ngn make up pas tu anuh kat muke aku... Nak kene rembat betul die ni....

Alalala... To make it short whatever it is...
Eh HAFIZ!!
TERIMA KASIH KERANA KAU BLANJE AKU ICE CREAM!!!
TERIMA KASIH JUGAK KAU TEMAN AKU KE JURONG POINT!!!
hahahaha!!!
yang ini pulak...
Hahaha... Texted him dat day...
Asking him how is he... He's fine and alll...
Bila matair die kol je...
Ngada2... Hahahahaha...
K2... Last long...
Bila org tanye something takmo jadi mat rep eh??
Bluek...

~toodles~

2010-01-18T09:50:00.004+08:00

What should I do now???
To forget you???
To stay away from you??
To fade away from you??

OR..

Still be there for you???

Haiz... I'm giving up on you.. Which is I'm not suppose to do... But what should I do?? You've said u waited for me for 2 years plus.. And now, when i responded back ur love.. U tend to ignore... Is it true what my friends are advicing me?? To still be there for you??? To be patience?? Hmmm...Maybe they are right...

You are still in dilemma with the tragedy that happened to you rite now...
Thinking bout your healing...
Thinking about ur bike and all...
Haiz...But still you need to think about my feelings k???
I've been there for you...
But you tend to be sooo complicated....
Please... Don't think for ur ownself rite now....
Think about the people who are there for u...

Datz all I can say to u Lovely Boy...
I've texted you yesterday nite... Hope u understand how I feel...
Today is a brand new week.. Hope u can settle whatever chores u have to brush up...
~love you~

Hmmm.Monday??
And i'm working afternoon shift...
Yesterday called my friend whom I used to have a crush on him...
Told him about the problems at work...
And he understood me well.. He knows how I feel...
Thnks crush(not going to mention his name,i guess i will put his name as crush), for understanding me well...
U and me always have the same point of view... Towards the people around at work... U understood me and you know me that I'm not that kind of person... Haiz.. Please la ey the porters at work... Dun think negatively bout my crush and I... Think twice.. He's attatched... Yet you gals still have the cheek to think differently... U guys are sooo immatured dey...
Whatever it is,my crush and I know what we are doin k?? Kental la lu minahs!!
We are just another bloody couple who are close frens... Not bloody couple who are already in relationship...

To one of my friend whom I know from viki...
Hey straight to the point I'm saying...
I'M NOT INTERESTED IN YOU!!
I DUN HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU!!
I DUN EVEN CARE WHAT YOU SAY TO ME!!
YOU STILL HAVE THE CHEEK TO ASK ME WHY I CANT GIVE YOU THE CHANCE TO LOVE ME!!
FUCK!!!
HEY.. LIKE AS I TOLD YOU BEFORE!!
I DUN GIVE A DAMN ABOUT UR BLOODY FEELINGS TO ME!!!
MY LOVE IS ONLY TO THIS ONE PERSON!!!
GET IT!!!!
IVE TEXTED YOU AND SAY THE NAME!!
I TOLD YOU,HIS THE ONLY ONE IN MY HEART,GET IT!!!
NOW YOU BETTER FREAKING UNDERSTAND ME!!!

Urrrrrgggghhhh!!! Bodoh pe org2 ni... Tak paham2 bahase orang....
Meeting my friend tmw... Hope he enlighten me!!!
Damn!! Enlighten me please Dedey!!!!

2010-01-17T13:30:00.002+08:00

I cried to hear that u are hurt..
Cried to hear that u mt with an accident...
I was with my family at the swimming pool with my families..
I hold my tears... Till I can't hold it anymore that I cried infront of my family...

They questioned me why... But I aint wanna say anything...
Thinking of you...
Wondering how are you...
Wondering how u gonna get home...
How you gonna walk...
How how how???

I hope I was there for u... Sat beside you... And be there for you for your needs...
Be there for everything and hug u tight...
To make u feel that ur not alone...
Haiz.... How I wish I was working yesterday s that I can rushed down to the emergency to accompany u...

Haiz.....
I hope u are fyne dear...
Please get well soon syg..

2010-01-15T03:56:00.005+08:00

Hey hey!! Hahaha... Look at the time now!! Yes!! The time that I typed this and the time that I post this... Yes!! Its 4 plus in the morning!! Heh.. Actually I'm at work doing night shift.. Shhhsshhh...

Hehehe.. I just couldn't help it so I guess I wanna type something on my blog.. Night Shift was super busy with all my hourly paras and a lot of diaper changing.. Hmmm.. Luckily my staff nurses are willing to help me out... Cuz I think if they are not going to help me.. Everything will become..... Dun want to mention it la eh...

I was thinking of transferring to another ward... Which is to the babies ward.. Cuz with the current situation now... I just feel dat I couldn't make it... yeah.. Datz true.. Sooo many controversial is happening in this current ward that I'm working.... Whatever!! I'm not interested...

Anyway... today is my happiest day of my life though I'm tired... Cuz u know why??? FINALLY I could hear His voice!!! Hahahahaha!!!! Haiyo Lovely boy... finally u picked up my phone calll.. And do u know what?? After dat I was smiling all the way just after I heard your voice.. Truly said ok.. Till the extend that my collegues asked me, why u look so happy and cheerful.. And I replied nothing... But actually the reason is u!!!

Yes u lovely boy.. U make me smile and happy...
Thanks!!!
Love you and Miss You!!!
Book out later in the evening safe and sound ok???
*Hugs and kisses from me to u!!**
hehe..i have no more other pictures but only this.. sorry azwan..and this is my fav pic actually...

posted at 4.04am

2010-01-14T13:14:00.002+08:00

Hey hey you you!!
Yes you... Listen to the lyrics properly yar?? Or if you cant catch it.. U can read it at my music video...Haiz... Yes...

I just donno what to sayy.. All i can say is..
I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..
I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..
I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..
I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..
I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..I MiSs YoU..

**Hug U Tight**

2010-01-11T10:09:00.003+08:00

Goooood morning people!!! Hehe... Thought of updating my blog last Friday.. But due to me down with quite high fever, I was damn weak... Well... Basically last friday when i woke in the orning to get a bath for work, my sore throat is killing me... And then diarrhea!!! Plus bodyaches!!! But I still insist of going to work.. Because its too late for me to call the work saying dat i'm taking mc...

So as I work... I'm feeling soo tired though I didn work much.. One of the patient's relative says that I'm gonna be down for fever.. Which I dun wish to la.... My bodyaches is getting bad, and i decided to go to the doctors... The doctor says I had a fever of 37.9.. I didn took the mc at first... But when my BOSS gotta know that i had a temperature, she screamed at me saying that please go back!! Hahahaha....

Ok2... I worked half day then i went back home... As the day goes by... When the day is getting dark.. My temperature is getting higher till 38.8!!!! Crzy!!!! I slept the whole day!! ANd that was my first tme...Haha!! I followed up my medications and all and the next day, ~walaa!!~ I'm well...
But still my cough and sore throat won't go away!!! Hurhur...

Saturday.. Went out with my fren shahril for a while.. Shahril wanted to meet his friend after dat.. I have no plans!!! I'm alone.. Called hafiz and koko.. Damn... Dis hafiz is super lazy!! Bododh nye besi!! Called koko.. But then i knew i shouldnt call him cuz i'm sure he's busy in preparing for his new relationship... And yeah! He's attatched alrready!!!

Hey koko!!
Please please please be serious in ur new relationship and last long k?? Dun hurt her like how u hurt me... Hahahahaha!! ok... Datz alll...

hmmm... So I fetched adlisa from her school... Den off to chua chu kang and lepaks!!! Till night...

Sunday??
Went o wild wild wet la sey!!! Gerek pe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wanna go again!! Wanna go again!!!
Tried a lot of rides!!!
Many dat I couldnt even mention!! hahah!!
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Anyway..
Another side of my story...
Hmmm... To This lovely boy....
I just miss u sooo mcuh!! Hope u are doin fine in ur NS!!!
Miss u miss u miss u!!
Mwah!!
Hahahaha!!!
Love u!!!

2010-01-04T09:50:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps!!
Happy New Year!!
May Ur 2010 will brighten ur future!!!
Hahaha...

As for me.. In year 2010.. I have a new resolution... Hope i will be able to achive it.. Yeah!! Anyway.. On the new year.. I went out with my friend to watch movie.. An the movie is AVATAR!!!! I will give it SUPER 5 STARS! Bcuz the movie was SUPER GOOD AND COOL!!! To all of you out there... If u still have not watch it yet.. U guys should check it out man!! Itz really good... Heh!! Feel like watching again...

Haaaa.. On the new year's eve till now.. I'm feeellllliiinnng sooo happy... I hope this happiness won't fade away forever.. Cuz it's really difficult for me to get this happiness in my life.. Maybe Allah has listen to my prayers.. Someone makes me happy all day long.... Yeah.. Datz right..

Though I'm kinda happy.. But there's still some issues at work that are needed to be settled... I'm quite sad and very dissappointed.. Luckily, there are still some collegues who care for me and listen to my sorrows.. Whatever it is... My Sister (BOSS) is gonna talk with me today.. I hope she will understand cuz i know her.. I know that she's gonna listen to me later and see me in tears... Haiz.... Bcuz on dat day when there's issues at work.. I was having a very very difficult and hard time to handle with my situation at home.. Plus the work... Haiz...

Hmm.. Boss, i hope u will understand me... Ok.. For u guys out ther.. Just pray for me dat everything is going to be good k?? Hmm.. whatever it is, I just have to be STRONG... And for u Bitches out there who loves to BITCH around with me and my collegues.. Hope in 2010 u gonna change ur attitude =))...

2009-12-26T17:04:00.003+08:00

My blog is dying and sying.. Yeah.. I'm lazy to update.. In fact.. I'm jst super buzy.. My schedules are very tight though.. Hmm.. Work was ok.. As usual.. Anywhere you go or should i say, work... Usually there will always be some bitch who loves to bitch around.. Well my friend and I dun bother you, BITCH.. Cuz u are married with three kids and We are sure that u can think far and think straight... Whatever...

Previous two weeks there is this on NP student group came in to the ward for their attatchment.. Two malay guys in the group.. This one malay guy loook soooo damn familiar but i ain't wanna approach him.. Hahaha... But till then when he asked me.. Do u know nisa?? Do u know faizuan.. And there goes our story that actually he was rafi's and faizuan's friend.. Where me and nisa had met him before... Damn no wonder u sooo FAMILIAR RIZAL!! Hahahaha...

So and tha last day of his attacthment, i decided to meet faizuan.. Rizal told me dat he is meeting faizwan also... So yeah.. After work.. meet these two idiots..Hahaha!!! These two are funny.. They will always cheat on me!! Damn!! So catch our dinner.. And these two boys keep on talking about CARS AND BIKES.. And i was leftout...Blur!! kurangz!! Hahaha.. We are planning to meet again though.. Wait for faizwan dulu!!

Hmm.. Now on the other side of my story.. I 'm sorry to Mr zzz... For making you hurt or angry and what so ever... Sorry... Hope our friendship could be better!! Hmmm...

2009-11-17T13:31:00.005+08:00

Hi Readers!! I'm gonna update another post now...
I may not be updating everyday due to my schedule is very tight...
And I will update if I have the mood to...

Welll.....I was very very very very happy on the Sunday 17 Nov 2009...
Why?? Because I went back home with my CRUSH!!! Hahahaha!!!
I had a CRUSH on him.. Since the first time I saw him at work...
Oh gosh... He is soooo handsome...(that is my perception k)...

My friend and I had gone crazy whenever we saw him...
Bwahahahaha...
Basically on the Sunday, I was waitin for the bus 198 to head home...
But fortunately aroud few minutes later after I had arrive, he was there at the bus stop too..

So,yeah we talked... Weeehoooo!!!
We get to know more between each other by asking some personal questions...
Hehehehe.. I dun wan to elaborate more...Cuz itz just kinda personal and its only the starting of us...
Hehe... I was shocked when in the middle of our conversation he says, I remember when is the first I saw you...
I was like OMG, I cant remember!! Sorry...
So he told me about it...

But whatever it is...
He says he's gonna fetch me at my ward on friday...
And off we are gonna go home together!!

I cant wait!!!!!
Counting on the days for Friday!!
Weeee!!!! Stay tune For more updates...

PS: Btw... I like this song.. Not because I'm heart broken or whatsoever... But I just Love BEYONCE'S Song!!!!

I'm Counting down to meet you!!! Don't forget yar?? hehe

ANOTHER TWO MORE DAYS TO GO!!!!

2009-11-10T23:37:00.004+08:00

We don't even bother what you wanna say..

We don't even care what you wanna tell people about us...
We don't even care about how you feel now..
We don't even give a damn to YOU!!!

Bwahahaha.. Maybe you are just jealous of us.. Hee...
U should be embarrass of yourself.. To the way you treat us..
U should think twice before you say anything..
Don't ever say that we are the ones who make u make such decision to break off...

Yes I admit that in the first place I fell less Love to you..
And ask for a break up...
But at least I make an effort to THINK TWICE...
Unlike you... Who listens to your friends...

And besides that, when you are with me.. u even had a cheek to get to know with other girls...
Aren't you ashame?? Itz because of you, I make a decision to contact with syakir...
U scolded me when u saw the way syakir msged me.. Bu when I scolded regarding your "BFF" did u ever listen???

U didn... I listened to you but you aint wanna listen to me...
I gave your mum a bracelet FOR HER.. FOR HER... GET THIS IN YOUR MIND!! IZ FOR HER... NOT FOR YOUR GAL FRIENDS!!!

EEEEEEEE... TAK TAU MALU!!!! U ARE NOT ASHAMED TO DO THIS HUH?? TAKE THE GIFT FROM UR MUM AND GAVE IT TO OTHERS??? WHERE ARE YOUR SHAME?? AND THE GIFT IS FROM ME?? AND YOU EVEN HAVE THE CHEEK TO ASK ME...

U are 19 years old and you didn wanna use ur brain to think what you are doing.. U leave me.. After we broke up.. I know your true colours..

Dun ever tell me ur sacrifices towards me anymore..
It have all went down the drain...
Why must u tell me again and again regarding ur sacrifices??
Whereas u didn even think about mine??
Talking about SACRIFICES...

U didn think about Mine and ALLY's sacrifices...
Itz because of you.. I lost all my guy friends..
My best friends.. N my crushes... U didn even lose anything...

And btw.. let Me and Ally be BESTFRIENDS...
Why must you bother?
Hahahahaha!!! Correct Or Not Ally??

I lost These two guys that I adore and LOVE the most as friends...haizz...Thanks to u...

Dedey D Handsome

Syakir D One Who Adores Me As A Friend

2009-11-10T00:32:00.005+08:00

Wee.. Who is this?? His name is Azwan.. Well.. I am really in a confuse state.. I dunno whether to fall in love or not.. I just broke up.. Hmm... This young ns boy has been waiting since may this year.. haiz.. Why?? Why me??

Hahaha.. He is sweet.. Nice.. Caring.. Soft Spoken.. Hope you maintain this way all the way k?? Bwahahaha...
Mr Policeman!! Hehehehe....

I'm not feeling well today.. Caught in the rain.. Now having flu and sore throat.. Haiz
And last but not least.. Whenever I watch this indon drama "CAHAYA'.. There's this hero looks like Azwan..

Hahaha...

I dunno what to post...
IMY!!

2009-11-05T20:48:00.004+08:00

Days after days.. i'm getting lazy to update my freakin blog..

I think I will just update what happen today la k?

Well I work morning shift from 7am to 4pm.. It was tiring.. Morning shift will always be busy.. And I will be running here and there.. At work.. Every second counts.. Every second is very very important.. Looking after 7 patients are not easy...

After work, I showered and meet my ex boyfee.. Well initially we dun have plans to see each other.. But last minute we decided to meet... I disturbed him as much as I could.. ok nash, I admit, I still like ur smile.. Ur smile will always cheer me up.. i dunno why.. Hahah... Basically met him at Jurong Point and grab our lunch at Long John Silver...

Nash shared me his life story after what happen when we broke up last week.. I was there to listen to him.. Hahaha... Listen and listen.. Hmm.. I bought for him a Golden Deal 3 which is his favourite... We didn spend our time dat much... As i was exhausted from working..

We decided to went home after dat.. He send me home.. Thanks for sending me nash.. I really appreciate it.. Haha... Well the ending part I think I dun need to post it out.. Cuz itz kinda personal.. heheheheh...

2009-10-27T13:29:00.004+08:00

I was with you for only two months??? How can it be?? I still love you... Haiz... Actually... My mum knows about us... But she keeps on nagging because she knows dat I'm her anak dara.. So she took care of me with extra care... I know u get irritated.. But please understand me... SHE KNOW ABOUT US ALREADY...I love you ssoooo much dat I kept thinking of you day and night... How could you leave me?? I asked opinions from my friends viki and adlisa and they told me to leave you.. But I choose not to... Cuz I believe there is other way to solve our problem....

I thought you might have the same mind set like me... But I guess I was wrong... My heart was broken into the smallest pieces again... Told adlisa about this and she was very very mad... Haiz... I kept quiet throughout your mistakes towards me.. But you are still stubborn though... It was unfair... Haiz... How could you nash??? Yes you were right that I didn bother the love that you had for me in the first place...

But after that... I reflect and I think back ... What had I done for you.. And from there I start to change... However.. It was useless for me to change I guess... Cuz it didn bring me to anywhere... End up, we broke up.. Haiz.. . Nash... I still love you... Actually I bought for ur mum something for her,and to pass it to you during our next meet up.... I had an intention to buy for you one t-shirt... I think it was all too late... Haiz...

I AM TOTALLY IN A DEPRESSION....

I CANT BELIEVE IT THAT WE ARE OVER!!!

i still love you.... =(

2009-10-15T14:20:00.002+08:00

I totally dun like it when we fight...

Haiz... Hope we can get things better...

I love you dear...

Hope we can be more understanding towards each other...

2009-10-12T23:57:00.007+08:00

He is a caring boy.. Loving boy and smily boy.. Not to forget the want that I like and LOVE most about him was.. His PATIENCE.. He had been patience towards me.. Especially towards my temper...

Who is he?? He is my lovely boyfriend whose name is NASH...

Yes... There he is.. I love him sooo much...
And lalalala... We are in relationship for two months... After Iskandar and I broke up.. I felt really upset, dissappointed and depressed.. I really gave up in LOVE.. I feel hopeless in LOVING some other guy again.. But a few months after.. This boy cheered me up... He waited for me patiently.. I was surprised..

At first I told him.. I'm not gonna fall in love agi.. In fact.. I'm afraid to fall in love.. I'm scared that he will be like the other guys.. be for a couple of months and after that.. BREAK UP.. That is totally sickening... I knew he was dissappointed for what I say.. So I tried to convince myself.. Go back home and reflect...

He had done a lot of things to make me happy.. Brought me to wherever I wanna go.. Treat me foods and drinks.. I felt touched for that.. And from there I start to fall in love with him... SSeeing him making me happy, hear my sorrows, and everything.. really touched my heart... I cried when I reflect on what and how much he did for me.. (he didn know about this crying thing..shhhh...) hehehe...

Enough of these stories la.. K?? hehehehe... For what I know.. I'M REALLY AND DEEPLY IN LOVE with NASHRUDDIN!!!

I LOVE YOU SAYANG... Sayang to the max!!! hehehehehe....

MWAH MWAH MWAH!!

2009-10-06T22:40:00.002+08:00

Hello ladies and gentlemen!! Bwahahahaha...
My blog is dead already... I'm lazy to update.. Basically there's soo many things happened around me.. Well.. Yeah... I have a boyfriend, his name is nashruddin... And today is his birthday!!! Hehehehehe... He celebrate his bdae with me of course.. First stop wass Fig n Olive restaurant.. Everything is on the house baby.. Hehehehehe... We had a wonderful lunch there... After our main dish.. Boyfriend wants to have a dessert which is Brownie Divine... I went to the cashier and ask for it.. Told Baby dat it was finish... Hahaha.. Padahal2... but actually it was'nt..

Hahahaha.. I want to surprise him... I went to the cashier and i told the manager whether can he do some chocolate writings on the brownie divine.. Well he said yes!! Hahahahaha.. I have a picture of it.. Typing it out isn't fun.. U guys should check out the photos.. Which i will be uploading it tmw... Hehehehe...

After dat.. At 4pm.. we go and catch our movie which is Phobia 2.. I hate that movie... Cuz i hate HORROR movie... Damn!! But baby wanna watch it.. So ok..We go on.. But i tell u dis.. almost 90% of the movie i close my eye.. Cuz i'm scared.. But baby was funny there was one part of the show he was shocked to the core!! Till the legs and hand fly up.. Hahahahaha... Very funny... Damn!! Some guys in the theatre close thir eyes... Hehehehehe... The guys sit like macho man but actually they were scared too... totally wat the hell... Hahaha...

Well datz all.. Pictures will be uploaded soon...

** Happy bdae sayang.. I will love you till eternity dear.. Muackz!!**
** Cant wait for our 2 monthsary which is in an hour time**
Winkz!

2009-08-18T13:41:00.003+08:00

It was a loooooooooong time since i last updated.. There's sooo many things that happen surrounds me...
Well this is just a random post...
Anyway..Congratulations to my bro who is happily engaged with his fiancee already...
Sorry.. I wont be uploading those pictures here.. Cuz the file is too big.. For those of you who are my facebook friends.. Do check it out...
Toodles!!

2009-07-24T11:46:00.004+08:00

I've look after her before...
I've brought her for shops before...
I've been talking with her...
I've been watching tv with her...
I've been sitting beside her...
I shake hands with her,when I meet her and before I leave her...

I didn know that yesterday was the LAST TIME I saw her...
I LOST her yesterday at 0130hrs...
Oh grandma.. You leave me yesterday...

Innalilahi wainalahi rajiuun...
Semalam juga dia pergi meninggalkan aku...
Airmataku turun menitis di pipiku... Melihat wajahmu kali terakhir semalam, membuatku nangis tidak terhenti... Nenek,kenapa nenek tinggalkan iqah?? Iqah rindukan nenek.. Rindukan semua.. Nenek tak pernah lokek dengan iqah.. Setiap kali Iqah bawak nenek pergi kedai..Nenek selalu belanja iqah... Melihat wajahmu nenek, iqah tak sanggup tengok nenek pergi... Tetapi... Biarla nenek pergi daripada nenek tahan sakit nenek itu... Nenek.. Iqah tengok wajah nenek setelah dimandikan, wajah nenek bersih dan putih... Ayah menangis tak terhenti juga.. Membacakan yassin sambil air mata menitis tak terhenti.. Dan selepas dia membacakan nenek yassin, ayah terus kucup pipi nenek dan mencium tapak kaki nenek... Sedih iqah tengok... Ya allah.. Bila iqah tengok nenek dimasukkan ke dalam lahad, tak sanggup lagi iqah.. Tak sanggup.. Cepatnye nenek pergi... Iqah rindu nenek...

Iqah sayang nenek ='(

~ Al-Fatihah~

2009-07-17T21:43:00.003+08:00

I dunno what to post actually.. I'm out of words... Work was quite heavy these few days for me... Having backaches recently... Well what happen to me? Hmm.. I dyed my whole hair and i highlight my hair too.. But the color turn out tobe what I didn want to.. the colour was LIGHT!! And people call me MINAH now!! Geraaam!! But actually i'm not ok?? I'm not Minah or whatsoever u guys wanna call me... I'm just the same Syafiqah... Not MINAH... DON'T JUDGE THE BOOK BY ITS COVER... Hmm...

Life? Well.. Like as I say people call me MINAH now... And i'm getting pissed day by day... These people are IRRITS!! I'm getting more and more tired... And furthermore life has been busy.. AS MY BRO IS GETTING ENGAGED! Yeah... Its happening over at my house on the 26th July..
*Sabri
*raudah
*Kiki
*Mus
*Shahidah
*Fadhli And Arfah
*Sister
*Kak Salmah...

I invited these people only.. Sorry guys and other friends if I didn invite you guys... Cuz this engagement is a PRIVATE one.. Sorry...

Love? Hmm.. I'm not in love with anybody yet... Hahaha!!

datz all..
toodles!!

2009-07-12T12:59:00.002+08:00

I was suppose to work morning shift today.. But i can't take the weakness and the loads at my body... I had diarrhea and a bad flu when I woke up at 5am in the morning wanting to go to work.. I told my mum dat I cant take it.. Furtheremore I told her, if I had a flu, I won't be able to report to work.. So I called the ward to inform that I'm gonna take MC today... Cuz with my bodyaches like this, I'm sure I cant take care of my patients out there...

Went to d doctor's just now at 8.30am.. Told the doctor that I had, flu,cough,bodyaches and diarrhea.. he's my regular doctor who follow up my health.. he asked me what was the last thing I ate.. And I told him it was fishball noodle... And he asked me is it homemade or what.. I replied him.. No.. I ate at banquet.. And he scolded me... Blah blah blah.. I told him, I worked in hospital environment at NUH and he kept quiet..

He physically check my body.. My eyes,my tongue,my throat,my stomach,my apex beat, and all!!. And he said.. "You know right? In singapore swine flu is everywhere? so reframe from eating outside food.. reframe from drinking sweet drinks and all.. take care of yourself while working especially u are in the hospital environment.. and swine flu is.............................i'm not trying to tell u that u have H1N1..but just suspecting it.. but dun worry.. u dun have...u are just having a stomach flu..."

I was like what????? I WAS SUSPECTED TO HAVE H1N1????!!!! And when he finishes his sentenced saying dat I was not diagnosed to have that swine flu.. I was relieved... Damn!! Y can't he just told me I have a stomach flu?? Instead of SUSPECTING H1N1?? Haiz... Ok...Till here den... I wanna take a rest...

2009-07-08T10:13:00.001+08:00

Suddenly i'm thinking of u again... Though we were officially off TWO MONTHS AGO....

2009-07-01T10:00:00.003+08:00

CURRENTLY LEPAK-ING WITH THESE TWO BOYS

ALWAYS MAKES MY DAY!!!

HAHAHAHA!!!

ON TOP IS NASH D KOKO..

BOTTOM IS HAFIZAO!!

WHEN SYAF MEETS HAFIZAO...

THE KECOHS FOR SURE WILL COME!!

HAHAHAHA!!!

NASH.. THE NICEST AND PATIENCE ONE...

"PAKCIK,MENTHOL SATU BUNGKUS!"

2009-06-21T19:35:00.003+08:00

I miss him.. and finally.. we gotta chance to start afresh in our friendship.. =)

sorry if you cant see the pic..haha... too bad...u guys gotta find out yourself who by yourself!!

2009-06-13T20:59:00.004+08:00

Let me tell you what I did yesterday... Well basically not much interesting .. Haha!! I brought mum and sis to eat at Fig And olive... Cuz my mum was crving for that Fig And Olive.. So den I brought her there... It was cool and delicious and worth it for me!! Hahaha!! They serve set meals with one main course,one soft drink,one soup and one ice cream!! Hahaha... Yummy yum yum!!! After dat.. went to shopping shop shop!!! I bought two dresses which is real nice!! I loike!!! One of the dresses are the above!!!

I wore that dress for a bdae party which is TODAY!!! Whose birthday party was that?? Hahaha.. It was my ex boyfriend's niece.. His mum was the one who msged me and invite me... At first, I didn wanna go cuz I'm scared dat d both of us would make such a scene (between me and Eizkandar)... Cuz last few weeks ago we had a great big fight!! But everything was back to as per normal today... But i was being kinda selfish... I'm sorry Is.. I was just too angry of what had happen to us.. So yeah... He was being nice with me today... Hahaha... His niece was the one that I REALLY MISS!!! It was his 3rd Bdae celebration... So I came with a box of present... Hahaha... Hope you like it cuttie...

Happy birthday to you...

Happy birthday to you..

Happy birthday to Danial...

Happy birthday to you!!!

Happy Birthday Aby!! I miss you already!! Hahahaha!!! Sayang kamu la Aby!! Hahaha... I helped Eiz's mum for a while.. After dat.. A few of his family came... So i was sooooo shy... Den I decided to go home.. Cuz I dun feel comfortable... Hehe... Terima Kasih cik.. Kerana cik jemput saya..!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIAL AKA ABY!!!
LOVE YOU SAYANG!!!

2009-06-11T08:35:00.002+08:00

An Answer To mY friend who ask me this...

Friend: Syaf.. You dun wanna get a replacement uh?? New bf??
Me: Nope!!
Friend: Why?? You are good pe...
Me: Nope!! I wanna enjoy... Dun wanna get mad in relationships... So sickening... I wanna be single... The barrier between me and guys are closed for now..

Well friend.. I dun wan any bf for now... Itz kinda irritating for me... Toodles!!

2009-06-07T10:51:00.003+08:00

Hmm... Woke up in the morning at this hour... I really dunno what to do... Its driving me crazy... Oh well.. mY friends told me that their pay was in... So at that particular night.. I went to check my account... But it seems dat mine was not!!! So i was sooo pissed off!!!! And i decided to meet sis on Monday during My training!!! Grrr... I need some cash people!!! Haiz..... I've juz make one new friend... Hahaha!! His name is Nash Koko!! Hahaha... Cool guy!!! Hmmm... I miss my Armyboy!!!! =( Mr Armyboy... I can't wait to meet you this coming THURSDAY!!!! Itz been a year plus since we last met... Seriously I Miss You!! I Lovee you too... But the love from me to you is properly maintained cuz u are blissfully attach....

I MISS YOU MR ARMYBOY!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-05T17:07:00.002+08:00

oh well.. supposingly i have to work pm shift which was from 12.30pm till 9.30pm... at 9.30am.. sister called me to attend to diz foundation programme at 9.00am... So yeah!! I was late... She told me LAST MINUTE... Cuz she said actually she didn get the news for me to go, till the Nurse educator called her... Ok... So basically... I didn work to attend the talk.. Tmw i'm working at pm shift... Sunday off.... Monday attend the talk same goes to tuesday... so no need to work!!! yay!!! Wednesday work... But thursday.. There's no need to... Attend the last course... Hahahaha!!! Easy life yeah?? Hahaha....

Anyway.. I leave mr zzz alone cuz i know i'm not a good gal.. may you have a good life ahead ok?? lol... Well... I can't wait for Thursday!!!!!! To mit Mr Army!!!! I miss him damn much sia!!!!! Tak sabar tak sabar!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-03T20:47:00.003+08:00

I really dunno what to update right here.. I was soooo exhausted taking the same two cubicles which was very very heavy.. haiz... Furthermore the NG feedings were all the same timing.. have to rush for parameters,hypocount,bathing,sponging,turning,feeding,update charts!!! uuuurrrrgggghhh!!! Even the SNs says my two cubicle were very heavy... But yet.. They put one EN.. Which happens to be me!! Urgggh!! I dun wanna talk bout this anymore cuz tommorrow is my DAY OFF!! Yipee!!!

Second Part, I really dunno what is happening to my life rite now.. To LOVE you or NOT too... Mr zzz.... please answer me dear... haizzzzzz......... zzz (=_=)

2009-05-31T08:59:00.003+08:00

Hey hey hey!!! Lol... Itz been quite sometime dat i last updated.. Either reason dat i'm busy or i'm lazy to update lately... cuz i dun have the time and i dunno what to write..ler ler ler... Haiz... Ever since i left you right mohd iskandar.. i feel better... Cuz i dun have to think about relationships, fights, what can or cannot do... Cuz life must have full of freedom.. Hehe.... So yeah... So far I haven't did anything dat is soo much fun yet.. Except on the 24th.. Went to clubbing.. Dat was only once i went... Went to esplanade yesterday with parents!!! Gosh!!! Go with parents on saturday is NOT HAPPENING OK!!!! I saw sooo many handsome and HOT guys sia!!! Hahahaha!!! TAK BOLEH ANGKAT!!! Hahahahah!!! But there's this one guy!!! He was sooooooooooo SUPER DUPER HANDSOME!!!! Hahahaha!!! He is FAIR, HANDSOME, HAS DIMPLE!!! And HIS IMAGE is what I always wanted for guys... My expectation for guys is like his Image!!! Gosh!!! Maybe kiki was true.. I need to lear to hang out with her and make lots more new friends and learn something from there... On the other side of my story... I was msging to this cute boy.. his ok.. He is the one who entertains me day and night!! Thanks cute boy!!! I Love ya la!!! Lol.... Peace!!!

2009-05-25T07:58:00.002+08:00

I couldnt sleep the whole night cuz i was thinking about these two idiots... well.. all i can say is.. just wait and see for the show!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really mean it this time!!!!! cuz i really lost all my patience!!!!!!

2009-05-24T18:36:00.003+08:00

I am dying of boredness at home.. Believe it or not.. I went clubbing with my friends yesterday... Ssshhhh... Mum and dad shou;dnt know about this.. haha!!! Hmm... Cool shit!! Thanks to Neoy whom recommend me regarding dat club!! It was really cool... Hahaha... I throw ALLLLL MY STRESS out there... Woooo!!!!! I loike I loike!!! Hahahaha!!! Went out at 7pm... Reached home at ard 1 am... Luckily my mum didn throw tantrums... Lol... Wooo... Clun baybeh.. hahaha... I throw hell out yesterday cuz this few days I've been dreaming that bustard... Gosh!! I didn mean to be harsh with ya ok Iskandar if you are reading this... But you make me hate you till dis much... Hurhur.. Thanks to you... This few days... AFter work, once i reached home... My body itches everywhere.. I couldnt sleep at night due to this itchiness... I dunno what causes it... Hmm... Datz all.. i really dunno what to update...

CLUBBING WAS COOLL... Giler la aku.. asalkan jgn jadi minah sudah

2009-05-22T09:20:00.004+08:00

ok ok..shak ive deleted his picture dah.. haha..i've moved on totally but depression and sad feelings are haunting me... i dunnow but itz been a while i have been dreaming of him.. leerr... but i've moved on.. haha.. no worries.. gossips are all around me.. a bad comment for me to hear all about Mohd Iskandar.. I just dunno where to put my face.. seriously i dunno... I am very embarrased.. I am very shy too.. Cuz i dunno where to put my face.. Itz only a week since we BROKE up and i got this news dat he is actually having a NEW GIRLFRIEND!!! Hah!! People told me dat he was with her when we are still together.. I GOTTA KNOW DAT HE WAS ACTUALLY PLAYING BEHIND MY BACK DAT I DIDN KNOW.. HE WAS ACTUALLY HAVING ANOTHER GIRLFRIEND BEHIND ME.. HE WAS ACTUALLY LYING TO ME LOTSA THING.. HE WAS ACTUALLY BUSTARD-ING ME.. HE WAS ACTUALLY CHEATING.. I couldnt take the pressure,I cried and call his mum of what he did to me.. His mum was super duper angry.. And scolded him.. I was very very dissappointed with him... MOHD ISKANDAR, DONT BE SELFISH OK?? YOU ARE LOSING YOUR FRIENDS... YOU DUNNO ABOUT THAT.. PEOPLE ARE STARTING TO HATE YOU WITH YOUR BEHAVIOUR WITH YOUR CHARACTER.. SO YEAH!!! CHANGE!!! AND I'M 100% SURE THAT YOU ARE GOING TO BUSTARD HER TO AFTER 3 MONTHS!!! Enough about talking bout him.. Now its about me.. Hmm.. I've made new friends.. His name is Faddiq.. But i;m not into it or whatsoever.. MY HEART IS CLOSED FOR LOVE AT THIS MOMENT.. And i really meant it this time round.. I just wanna be friends with you fadiq.. Not more than that.. And furthermore I just broke up.. I dun wanna be in relationship.. Sorry if I;m giving you too much hope.. Hmm... Work has been boring.. But yesterday was not a boring day for me.. Cuz i gotta handle TWO CUBICLES ALL BY MYSELF!! YEAH!!! Hahaha.. Independent la... Hahahaha...Good good...

Anyway I really cant wait to meet Iskandar's mum!!! One day we are goin out together!! Weeeee!!! Hahaha.. Our bond is getting closer!!! Love you!! Hahaha

2009-05-19T20:52:00.002+08:00

GO MISSY!! YEAH I'M A NURSE!!

HEY BLOGGERS!!! TOMORROW IS MY 19TH BIRTHDAY.. BUT I FEEL SAD AND LONELY.. NOT A BEAUTIFUL ONE THIS YEAR.. HAIZ =( NOT CELEBRATING WITH ANYONE..NEITHER DO FRIENDS.. CUZ I DUN FEEL IT

2009-05-14T15:56:00.004+08:00

I choose this arab song cuz it really reminds me and Mohd Iskandar... I really dunno how people and how others move on really that fast after they broke with the one that they love.. I really dun understand.. Cuz if you guys wanna know, I haven move on... Sometimes i feel I had, and sometimes i dun.. Iskandar thanks to you... haiz... It was supposed to be our FORTH MONTH anniversary just TOMMORROW.. but we didn save this relationship.. I felt totally depressed.. Even one of my collegue Ridzwan from delifrance he said he need at least 1 month plus.. He's a guy but you see.. he need that long period too... Gosh.. Ridzwan understand me more then Mohd Iskandar.. I know He dun like me to compare with other guys.. But that is true to what i'm saying here.. After we broke he put the blame on me.. He said I made him that way.. Again he point to my bad side.. not my good side... Iskandar i think i've forgiven you to whatever mistakes you did to me.. lyings, cheatings,timer,bustard... everything.. i da maafkan you.. Though i've forgiven you,but i'm still angry.. and thanks to you that the bond i've created between your mum and sis broke.. cuz you win.. you win by telling them my bad things.. thanks once again...

Sick!! on my other side of my story i've decided to change my phone to this!!

But provided i got my pay.. Hmm.. once i got my pay i'm gonna trade in my touch screen phone cuz it sucks.. always accidentally press by itself...duh!! so if I trade in my touch screen, i will only have to top up $75 for this Nokia N63 phone!! Can't wait.. I have soo many plans once i got my pay..

- Highlighting My Hair..

- Bought A New Phone..

- Derma skit pat masjid..

- Give mum and dad $100 each..

- Pay my bills and etc..

- Buy for Iskandar's mum present.. I promised her..

2009-05-12T14:37:00.004+08:00

this is for you Mohd iskandar...

I love you sooooo much dat i didn even wanna cheat you,play behind your back,misunderstand you and all.. but yiu are unhappy to the way i tried to help you..u have misunderstood me.. you have misjudge me... i always pray for you every single of my prayers..pray for you safety..pray for u to take a good job as soon..pray for you for everything...u should know how much and ho damn i really love you..but the message that you gave me that you wanna officially break up make me sooo weak...i can't carry those loads that you are giving me and furtheremore the break up.. I tried to please you but end up i failed..you always say dat i didn change..u always say dat i didn understand you..and the most crack that i had in my heart was u said, "you only love me when you first met me".. You only LOVE me for the first time we met??? For all the 3 months you didn?? I'm soo upset and dissappointed to you baby..I know one day you are going to read my piece of blog..So yeah i purposely wrote this.. baby,my heart was broken to the smallest pieces ever when you said dat to me.. I have been damn serious with you... You didn know how much pressure i was when people in deli told me bout you.. Your BAD things.. I was quiet and at the same time i was embarrassed.. But i kept to myself and didn wanna tell you..Cuz i know this can turn into a fight. i dun wan to delete all ur pictures or us here in my bblog..i didn wanna delete what i put on my sidebar too.. I love you and your family but i just couldnt take the pressure that you wan us to be over.. U cheated me a lot of times but i control my emotions and all.. you did a lot of lyings but i juz nag you for a while and i have forgotten it.. You forgotton that our FORTH monthsary is coming.. I'm super duper dissappointed.. I knew you are not going to give me present on my birthday.. But i think you just did it.. Which is an OFFICIALLY BREAK UP.. I was there to support you whenever you need me.. I was there o hear.. I was there for you.. I woke up early in the morning called you and i just wanna hear your voice.. I sacrifice anything just for you.. My time and all... Cuz i really LOVE you damn much... For those of you who knew me.. You guys shuld knw that I am always serious in relationship... Mohd Iskandar thanks for everything baby.. I still do love you.. And know i knew that you are only serious in relationship for only ONE MONTH.. I'm totally dissappointed with you.. u make like shit today.. I did whatever you wan me to.. but still you are unhappy..what is it you wan from me?? I thiught you culd understand me when i told you i had Thyroid problems.. I treasure the day you accompany me from NUH to SGH.. I remember those moments.. You can always come to me if u need help... I lost you.. I just couldnt stop crying

2009-05-11T11:07:00.003+08:00

Quarrel with love for a while yesterday cuz i was totally mad about him... Morning hell i woke up just now to call him just to hear his voice whether his mad or not.. Love's voice didn seems to.. I think its becuz our 4 monthsary is coming soon.. Yeah.. Coming soon real soon!! Itz like FOUR MORE days to go and yeah!! We reached FOUR months!! I'm totally happy.. Cuz no matter what we knew we love each other... I really do miss him soo much now... Hmm... I REALLY LOVE HIM SIA!! GOSH!! Niwaes, I miss this gal

Yes her!! Miss her jokes and all...Taik betul... When i start work.. She's not there anymore cuz she was deployed to Wetpoint Family Hospital which was 3Bus stops away from my house.. Sickening!! Hahaha... GILER!! AKU RINDU KAU!!!!!!!

PS: 9 MORE DAYS FOR MY BDAE!!

PS: 4 MORE DAYS FOR OUR 4 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!!

PS: 7 MORE DAYS TO START WORK!!

2009-05-10T11:21:00.003+08:00

Yeah.. I'm driving my dad's car yesterday...Besar uh kreta.. Tak biase sangat.. First i go buy my beautiful dress with younger sis.. Sis wanted to eat the ice cream at Delifrance.. So I brought her there.. Love was working.. Love's face was sooo fresh!! When I saw him worked yesterday... Love disturbed my sis... But sis seems not to entertain my sis... Sorry sayang.. U pun satu.. Mintak die salam.. Malu la die... Dad fetched me upfrom jurong point to changi beach for picnic.. I drove uh from there.. Lol... All i can say is the picnic was super boring and I dunno wad to post too... Actually it wasn't from my dad's old company.. It was his current company and all of them were chinese.. So it was super boring.. Today we are going to aunt's house for Mother's day celebration...

To mum: Happy mothers day ibu.. Harap ibu gembira pada hari ini.. I love you mum.. To Love's mum.. Happy mother's day cik.. Saya betul berterima kasih pada cik kerana tolong saya... kalau tidak hubungan saya dan iskandar tak akan berpanjangan.. Dengan cik yang menolong saya dan iskandar.. Pergaduhan antara kami sudah pun berakhir...

PS: 10 More Days For My Birthday!!!
PS: 8 More Days For My NEW Work!!

2009-05-08T15:06:00.003+08:00

Well as usual..Woke up in the morning.. Shower, breakfast and sent my sister off to school... After I send her off I went to my house shopping centre there and bought a big bottle of my shampoo as my shampoo is running low.. After that, GOSH!! I'm super bored at home.. I really didn know what to do.. Love start work in delifrance today after his long long holiday... Love start at 3pm till closing.. Tomorrow and sunday he will be in the morning.. Mum told me that tomorrow we are going to my father's old company picnic.. My father used to work in NESTLE company.. So tmw they are having this family day event.. I've attended this event quite a few times and itz quite fun.. Hahaha!! Because the company will organise fun games for us to participate...

I didn participate that thime cuz I was super duper shy.. My brother always participate this game.. As last time he is sooo active in games and adventures.. Wooo... Tomorrow I'm following my parents to attend this event.. But I'm not sure whether I'm going to participate this... Lol... There's gonna be old adults.. Hehehe... So must be paisey paisey abit... Few F&B jobs need full time and part time candidates as I was walking with Love yesterday.. I thought of joining Famous Amos as my part-time jobs.. But Dad and Love disallow me as they didn't wanna see me exhausted and become more skinny.... Love was sooo caring bout me...Hehehe.. I love you... Besides that, I really can't wait to start work on the 18th May... So dat I won't be so slaggy at home...

PS: 12 More Days To MY BIRTHDAY!!! ~whee~
PS: 1 More Week To our 4 MonthsAry!!! ~wow~

2009-05-07T20:07:00.003+08:00

Baby I LOOOVVVEEE YOU SSSOOOO MUCH!!!

Second post of the day.. Well wat I did was I went to Delifrance to say my LAST GOODBYE to them.. I gave them chocolates and a warm hug too.. But some i didn.. Cuz I really have no mood... Fetch Love at Interchange and we spent our time together.. I love him sooo much.. He accompany me to wherever I go.. there's one part We bump to his ex.. Shahida.. And my Love disturb her by just calling her and Shahidah was like "Babi kau".. And I was like hello???!!! Hmm.. There's certain times you know... Hmm... I shopped not that much.. Bought a bag,bought a keychain for mum bought my stationaries for my full time job... I'm fully prepared.. Hahaha.. Can't wait to start work.. And yeah!!! Love and I took pictures!!! Tadaaa!!!

END!!

2009-05-07T13:11:00.003+08:00

I was exhausted this early in the morning as I have to wake up early get my breakfast done and sent my sister off to school.. Yesterday took my offer letter at NUH and had my check-up done..besides that I had my uniform too.. Itz juz dat I have to alter my pants..Cuz itz quite baggy and like a hip hop sia...Lol..I miss baby soo much.. Had a lil contact with him and told him the news that I had a proper job already... He was happy for me... Yeah of course we support each other... I really can't wait to start work on the 18th May as thereafter I will receive my pass... Woi!!! Pass!!! Love is waiting for his proper job too.. Everytime when I pray,I'll always pray for Love that he will get a new job as soon as possible....

Love I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH BABY!! MWWWWAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!

Datz all peeps!!!
Take care!!

PS: 13 More Days To Go For My Birthday!!!

2009-05-06T18:00:00.003+08:00

YOU RAWK!! HIP HOP

Well hell yeah..I am 100% accepted to join NUH as Assistant Nurse 2.. Yeah!! I am super duper happy.. Because that was my passion since young!! And yeah!! I achieve it!! Woooo!!! My mum was super duper happy and she decided to iron all my THREE pairs of uniforms!! I was smiling all the way to see her dat kind of happy!! And she also had decided that she wanna treat me ICE KACHANG!!! Hmm.. Yummy yummy...

Today day was a hilarious at the middle part of my story.. I was being FIRED from Delifrance today... Itz like after 3 YEARS of me working there!! FCUK YOU MANAGER!!
Thats all.. END!!

2009-05-05T12:40:00.003+08:00

Yes I miss you Baby Iskandar!! Itz been one week plus since i met you,since i saw you... Baby,hope you are fine to wherever you go and whatever you are doing... Baby.. I really cant wait to meet you sayang... I miss your hug,I miss your kisses,I miss your words!! I miss everything of you!!

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is for my bestfriend AISYAH...

Syah,be strong to whatever it takes.. I know you love him and all.. Both of them.. But no matter what u have to be strong!! The aisyah i know was strong to everything.. U are energetic,friendly and pretty!! So yar,dun let the pretty face of yours gone down babe!! Babe,I may be far and lost contact with you but it hurts me to see you down... Syah,no matter wad,u can always text me or call.. I will be there for you.. When i worked or busy with anything,I will always try my best to hear!! Take care babe!!

PS: 15 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY!!

2009-05-04T12:31:00.006+08:00

I was accepted to NUH!!!
~~Woooo~~

Finally i've gotten a proper job...

My delifrance schedule went sucks to the core...

If the manager wanna sack or fire den say soo...

Hurhur...

I'm starting to work at NUH on 18 may...

Which is another 2 days of dat,20 May is my Bdae!!

Lol...

I'm missing my boyfriend toooo much =(

Didn mit him for 1 week plus!!!!!

ISKANDAR!! I MISS YOU!!

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Another update for me...Waahhh..I miss my boyfriend really damn much!!! Seriously... Had a fight with mum just now..I was really damn frustrated with her and I didn't talk with her right now... She make my mood really swing... Gosh!! I was sleeping just now and I received phone call from NUH..She told me that they accepted me to Assistant Nurese 2..And if I do hard I can be Staff Nurse!! Whee!! Sabri was the FIRST one to know,my mum,my auntie followed by my boyfriend and also the rest of my friends.. Hehe...Boyfriend was happy for me... Boyfriend is going to be out of Singapore till this Friday..And that means i'm not going to meet him for two weeks...Damn!!!

Well...Rotting at home is soo boring for me..I really didn know what to do..Tommorrow i'm going to Jurong Point with mummy..Provide I have a good mood...See first..Wednesday I'm going for my medical check-up and collect my uniform..To KIKI AND SABRI,I'm joining you guys soonnn..I'm gonna have the same name tag as you all have and published it at blog...Sickening!! Next is my turn..Jaga korang!! Hahahahah!!

Datz all..Stay tune for my next update!! =)

2009-04-30T13:38:00.002+08:00

Now what really happen to me??

Well at first I was super duper stress!!

I thought I lost my boyfriend forever..

Cuz he said if he broke up wif that girl...

He will NEVER PATCH UP!!!
Wah...We broke up..But amazingly..We patch up...

That was what happen in my previous post as I mention..

Just now I went to my Check-up...

I receive a BAD news...

No i'm not in a good mood...

I'm just waiting for my health results on Saturday...

Haiiizzzzzz.......

2009-04-27T23:32:00.004+08:00

I thought I lost everything...

I thought I lost HIM....

HIM whom i love the most...

We had soo much fight and we had a break up...

I cried and cried and till i can't cry...

Today i came and waited for him so that we can talk things out...

I did...We did...Talk and talk and talk...

We did and we patch things up...

I really thought that I had lost him forever...

Worked and I cried soo much...

After the LONG talk we had...

We settled things down and we had patch things up...

He didn wanna let me go...I didn wanna let him go too...

He still LOVE ME and I still LOVE HIM...

We didn broke up...
Our relationship was back as per normal...

Baby I Love you and i never let you go...

Mwaaaaahhhh!!!

I Love you Mohd Iskandar Bin Isnain!!!

Picture above was my new specs!!

2009-04-21T12:59:00.002+08:00

My LEG was in pain while i was working yesterday...

Well I fell down d day before yesterday...

I was CARELESS of myself...

For those of you who knows the actual reason why my leg was like this..

I ope you guys will keep it shut..

Don't tell anyone bout it...

Let them ask me personally...

HUI QIN was kinda worried bout my leg...

She keep asking me whether i'm ok...

And i did say yes...

But actually pain was there...

I keep it steady and act like as if no pain was at my leg...

Yusri the Rider was eventually worried bout me...

But he didn wanna show it to me and others because he didn wanna others get the wrong perception...

Haiz...Today i'm gonna work again...

With this kind of leg condition again...

And with Pain again...

Hope it will heal fast...

Cuz i couldn't stand the pain when i'm working n walking...

2009-04-20T11:04:00.005+08:00

What Happen during our 3 months Anniversary??

Nothing much happened..

We went to had our bowling session..Not much people attended..

Me,My boyfee,Sarah,Anthony and The Manager..

Most of the pictures are with Sarah..

After the bowling session..

Anthony and the manager go where?? I don't know...

Me and My Boyfee and Sarah walked to Jurong East Interchange...

Sarah went to meet her friends and Me and Boyfee went to Jurong Point..

I send him off to work..

Well..He gotta work due to not enuf staff...

I was dissappointed with him..

But its ok...hurhur...

I bought for him this..

A Famous Amous Cookie and A Pair Of COUPLE RING..

Is it nice??

Hahaha!! I love the ring!!!

2009-04-15T11:40:00.004+08:00

WOW!!!!

We've turned 3 MMONTHS OLD OF OUR RELATIONSHIP!!!

HEHEHEHEHE!! I'M HAPPY!!

I LOVE YOU BABY!!

HEHE..

I BOUGHT HIM TWO GIFTS FOR OUR 3RD MONTH ANNIVERSARY..

BUT I WILL UPDATE IT LATER!!

AFTER MY BOWLING SESSION WITH DELIFRANCE MATES!!

ONCE AGAIN..HAPPY 3 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY SAYANG.

I LOVE YOU DAMN MUCH..

MWAH2 BABY!!

MAY WE LAST LONG..

2009-04-11T11:45:00.003+08:00

I STAY IN LOVE WITH YOU..

YES YOU..

I STAY IN LOVE WITH ISKANDAR...

I LOOOVVVE HIM SOO MUCH!!

RELATIONSHIP HAS BEEN BETTER AND BETTER FOR US...

AND IT STARTS EVER SINCE 31ST MARCH...

AND THAT WAS OUR LAST FIGHT...

HEHEHE...

Well...Yesterday work was busy and was soo exhausted...

Breakfast crowd and Lunch crowd..

Woish~~

I cant take it..Soooo tired that i could'nt stand it..

Finished at 4pm and love fetched me at 6pm...

Off its only us..Spend our time together...

Our initially plan was to watch movie but end up we changed plan..

And when we got hm..

Then we had this plan but everythin was too late..

Hahahaha!! Itz ok...

Maybe next time aite SAYANG??

Hehehe...

And to you readers.. I promise i'll upload me and him picture...

Cuz everytime in this blog i wrote about our relationship but there's no picture of us...

Am i right??

Hahaha!! I don't have a new picture of us...

Maybe the next time we go out..

I will take picture of us...

Hehehe...

I LOVE YOU ISKANDAR BABY!!

2009-04-01T23:49:00.002+08:00

Well Well...

I've finished work and yeah!! I'm blogging!!

Hahaha!! Hehehe!!!

Work was okay!!

Itz juz dat i'm a lil bit dissappointed with one of the gal from our call centre!!!

FLIRTING IS THE WORD TO SAY...

NOT GOING TO ELABORATE...

Heh....

After work..Walked towards interchange 2gether...

We talked and we laughed...

Thanks mahendran!!

Be happy always!!

2009-04-01T12:07:00.003+08:00

Ahh...Kan lawar sikit...Bunga2!!!

Hehehe...What i said was...

Ahh...Diz is much more way pretty..Flowers2!!

Well...Diz few days i kinda do my template by my ownself....

Editing her and dere...

So everyday there's new templtae for my blog...

DONE BY ME!!

NUR SYAFIQAH BTE ABDULLAH!!!
Hehe....Today will be working from 3pm to 11pm...

More updates to come after work yar??

Hehe...Miss all!!

The song has a bit of maintanence..Hehe

2009-03-31T19:36:00.004+08:00

Today i met love..

fetch him up from work just now after his work...

but before that i went to ITE College East to get my Transcript...

Heh....I bought something for MY LOVE...

I bought for him a PAIR of Vans Shoes...

Which cost..Blah blah blah..

Hehe...Not going to say it out..

The shoe is something like this...

But the difference is his was white at the side instead of red...

Hehe...Datz all..

Cyg,I just hope you like the shoes that i bought for you..

Mwaaaah!!

I love you!!

2009-03-30T13:31:00.003+08:00

Life has been misrealble for me...

I feel sick!!

I'm hating this somebody who had made my life go suck!!!

GET OUT OFF MY LIFE YOU BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm not saying who you are..Haiz...

Shahidah knows who...Shahidah knows how i feell...

I AM IN A BIG DILEMMA...

Yes..Datz the word to describe bout me now...

Itz not about boifee or what...

No...Haiz....

Work has been busy lately and here comes my bodyaches...

Hah!! DDD sales are going up and above!!

Hahaha!! I loike!! Which means sales are also increased!!

Yeah!! Sales Increased!!

But not dat much...Hehehe...

Working with anthony is fine!!

We swope our way of duties which means..

I will be in-charge of the counter and phone calls regarding DDD services...

And anthony will be doing the packing!!

Yesterday..We swope our duties...

Anthony will be in-charge of the counter and phone calls regarding DDD services...

And I will do the packing....

Hey!! Itz not easy ok??

One mistake cost a lot of dilemma...

Hahahaha!! Serious..One mistake will affect the whole DDD system...

Hehehehe....

Datz all..

Cyg, i love you soo much...

2009-03-29T22:10:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH DAT I WOULDN'T WANNA LEAVE FOR WHATEVER IT TAKES...

2009-03-26T12:59:00.002+08:00

I EDITED THE BACKGROUND MYSELF!! HEHEHEHE!!!

I WILL UPDATE LATER AFTER I MET LOVE..

AND WHEN YOU DON'T OWN A HULA HOOP..

U CAN DO THIS!!!

LIKE THIS CUTE LITTLE BOY

2009-03-25T17:43:00.003+08:00

Went to Delifrance HQ to give back my cafe uniform and took Bistro Uniform..
I was super duper hungry...
Msged shahidah..She told me to drop by and eat...
So i came..And eat...

Met love...Send him to interchange...
I pity my Love...After work still have to go bbdc...Haiz...
Love asked me to accompany me..But sorry..I can't...

I WAS SUPER DUPER HAPPY WHEN I MET HIM!!!

SAYANG!!! I WILL NEVER FORGET TODAY...CUZ U GAVE ME SOMETHING!!!

MWWWWAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

2009-03-25T12:20:00.002+08:00

I'm Sorry for privating my blog last few days...

Due to some reasons...

Mohd Iskandar,MY LOVE TO YOU,will never fade away hunny!!!

Hanya Tuhan sahaja yang tahu,BERAPA BESARNYA Sayang I Kepada You...

MAY WE LAST LONG HUNNY...

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST..

I AM SOOO MISSING OAC...

INSYAALLAH WILL BE COMING THIS COMING FRIDAY...

INSYAALLAH..

2009-03-23T17:47:00.004+08:00

I SWEAR I LOVE YOU BABY EIZKANDAR!!

2009-03-18T11:42:00.006+08:00

We thought it was his LAST DAY of work LAST WEEK!!

Well Mahendran told me that and i was truly and ever dissappointed..Nedu told me...

"Syafiqah,Mahendran kene buang!"

And i was like "WHAAAT!!!""

I went in and talked to Mahendran and he told me yes! So i can't take the pain and i cried!! I can't accept the fact that he was fired! I hugged him and i cried infront of him!! I cried because he is the only one who makes me laugh and all!! Haiz..Mahendran told me nt to tell the rest..So i have to put an act! I'm soorry guys.. Neoy,Anthony and Shahidah..He instruct me to do so...Bluuurrr....

Well..Love came and fetched me up that day...So Love and me talked to our manager...Why was mahendran fired??

And our manager was like?.. "What? I didn fired him! No wonder everyone came in and look for him..I didn fired him..Well mahendran is a nice guy..And i wouldnt wanna fire..I took his work permit and all,juz to give him a warning letter..Datz all.."

When he said that,Love and me was relieve!! I told the manager what happen all..I was being scolded and all...Whoosh! And manager was surprise! Love was surprise too! Love said to manager,"Sir,you shuld how was delifrance..News spread fast! And people didn wanna know the truth!" I was partially agree with love! Hmm..Not to forget when i hugged mahendran and cried,MICHELLE also did d same thing! Hehehe...

So i text Neoy,Anthony And Shahidah... To update dem...

Hehe...Night was still young dat day and Love And I didn wanna to let the clock struck to 12 yet!! So we spent time together talking! It was our 2 Monthsary! So we hugged,we kissed and we talk! Hah! I love him! And he Love me!

Deli mates know,we always fought..hah! Someone says.."Korg ni weird la! Takmo gadoh2 and takmo noti2 lagik tau" hahah...I smiled when i read the msg..She understands me though we are not close...You know who you are!! ILY sia!! Haha! =)

**HAPPY TWO MONTHSARY SAYANG!! YOU KNOW DAT NO MATTER WHAT I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!! YOU SAID YOU TREASURE THIS RELATIONSHIP AND YOU EVEN SAID THAT YOU SURE DAT WE GONNA BE LONG**

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Few weeks ago..My manager was out of Delifrance!! I was sad... Haiz...I worked with for nearly THREE YEARS! And after dat he was no more..He decided to stay in Malaysia and just worked there...

That is good for him!!! So dat he won't have to travel dat far to Singapore!! Well,Last day working wif him was fun...Jasmine was being bullied!! Camera flashes were everywhere...Right Anthony?? Hahahahahahaha!!

To Nic Cheng Chee Long: I wish you all the best in your next new work...I'm proud to work with you for nearly THREE YEARS though you make me cry on my SECOND DAY of work at Jurong East Cafe Delifrance..Toink!! Hahaha!!

** THE END**

2009-03-16T21:40:00.001+08:00

FRIENDS CHECK THIS OUT!!!

2009-03-15T12:35:00.005+08:00

ALHAMDULLILAH!!! WE'VE TURN.......

2 MONTHS OLD!!!!

HAPPY 2 MONTHSARY HUNNY!!! WILL LOVE YOU TILL ETERNITY!!!

MMMMWWWWAAAAHHHH!!

HOPE WE GONNA LAST OUR RELATIONSHIP HUNNY!!

I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH!!!!!

2009-03-14T11:07:00.001+08:00

I DUNNO WHAT TO WRITE I DUNNO WHAT TO POST!!!
NYAHAHAHAHA

relationship between me and him...haiz...

2009-03-12T08:57:00.003+08:00

KALAU KAU TAKNAK ORANG BACE BLOG KAU,GY PRIVATE KAN UH!!
Wooooo....

Well...This is my blog... I can do anything i want right kiki??? Hahahaha!!! By the Way,what i said in my previous post was true...Hahahaha!!! Cuz today,i didn fight wif Love...
Anyways i was not feeling well...Yesterday while talking with mama something bad happen...
Cough and cough..And spill...Blood from mouth and nose....

Mama.. Was worried,she brought me to Westpoint Hospital...Not much serious...Doctor advice me not to drink Cold drinks...Nyaha...
Today Love work at 7am to 3pm..Yeah..Hope he will be fine..Cuz MAYBE I'm not meeting him..Hurhur..

SheSays: Thinking Of You..I Love You My Love..

2009-03-10T21:51:00.004+08:00

ALL I CAN SAY IS I LOVE LOVE LOVE MY BABY SOOO MUCH!!!!
MWAH!!! COUNTING DOWN TO OUR 2 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!!!
MMMMMMMWWWWWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

2009-03-09T20:29:00.003+08:00

We may be fighting with each other but OUR LOVE will NEVER be ERASED!!!
I LOVE YOU DAMN MUCH HONEY!! MY BABY ISKANDAR!!!
Hah! Fetched him up just now after his work..Wanted to go with kiki..But blah3 in the middle of our story..Not going to elaborate more...

So met up with Love..Den goes he accompany me to eat...I'm super hungry...So he ate too!! Mwah!! Love2 you!! Haha...After dat met wif his sis,den goes his mum and this cute little boy!! Wah!! He is sooo adorable!! I love kids you know...So every baby and every toddlers i would love to play around with them...

When his mum came to meet him and his sis,i gotta go off..Cause i need to fetch my younger sis...Nyaha! So Love decided to send me to interchange..Once my bus came..Love will never ever forget to kiss me on my cheek..Haha!! So he kissed me on my cheek,den itz my turn...Den our lips!! Hahaha!!!!

LOOOOVVVVEEEE HIIIIM!!!!!!

My freind says,maybe that person may not be totally move on..haiz

2009-03-08T20:13:00.001+08:00

Days after days i had been crying...

Though our Anniversary is just Next Sunday

2009-03-05T21:48:00.003+08:00

Most of the days in this week I worked morning... So today,i worked with these people and there are still a few staffs of course...

Haha..Datz all people a short post..

At least i updated..

SheSays: My fringe look ugly dere..I was tired the whole day..

Taggies Reply:

To Kym: Yar..Me too!! Haha

To Julie: Hmm. Not yet...

To SYAF SAYS: Yup!! But still no result de..

2009-03-04T13:57:00.009+08:00

I've just finished cooking and i on my computer and start blogging..Well,before i do so,Shahril,my friend who is super crazy wanted to chat with me..So he started to use his web cam..As he wants me to see something..Sadly i don't have a web cam..Hehe..I was shocked dat when i see him,he was already botak..

This friend of mine was mentally and physically prepared for him to enter his NS..Hahaha!! Selamt menggelapkan diri...

Talking about me now..Nowadays I'm crazy about fashion..I'm trying bit by bit to change my inage..So ya!! Change is coming on my way!!! Meeting Love in the evening..Can't wait...

SheSays: Crazy about fashion..
Whats New: New song added..Songs in my playlist are not shuffled..

2009-03-03T17:58:00.000+08:00

Yes..Dat quote remind me of te=he time when i met my love..Haha!! Random!!

2009-03-01T11:38:00.006+08:00

Now den Shahidah,Anthony,Nedu knows who I am when i'm being sooo STRESSFUL!!! Yesterday I cant reeally control my emotions... I really couldn't stand the stress and my emotions...I really can't..I tried not to bring up at work...But looking at Love's face made me wanna smack him and all!!

Love!! Please understand me!! Please!!! Datz all i asked from u!!! Is dat difficult for you to understand me?? Is dat difficult??? Please!!!

I cried and cried yesterday during work...I told in my previous post,i cant carry any longer...

LOVE HOW MAY TIMES I'VE GIVEN IN TO YOU?? TELL ME!!

SheSays: How many times i've given to you? Beg u to tell me.. And thanks to kiki who is there for me..
What's New: I added few songs in playlist,Total 11 Songs

2009-02-28T13:42:00.003+08:00

Yes i am angry!!! Angry with my life!! Angry with love and evrybody!! Yes!!! Arrrrrggggghhhh!!!! Love didn know dat i was angry with him though..Cuz yeah!! Am keeping to myself... I didn wanna fight with him!! Datz my aim..Didn wanna fight w him..I had enough of dat...

Why cant love reply my msg? Why can't love show me MORE concern? Why can't love show me MORE Love? Why can't love show me MORE Attention?? Love's FIRST Prior was friends!!! So dun take any advantage aite people out there??? Get it??!!!! Cuz MY LIFE IS IN A DEEP COMPLICATED SITE!!!!

Haiz..Why can't i be happy for at least A DAY?? I'm asking dat!!! A DAY!!! I'm alway feel doom and down!!! Love,live my life up please?? Please Love?? Many problems are getting into my both hands..Itz too heavy for me to carry..I'm not strong already Love..I have no strength already..I've given up...

I told myself dat i gave up..But i'm still carrying trying not to..Sometimes,i cried when i'm at work..But nobody realise it,cuz i'm trying my very best not to let my tears roll down my cheek..I'm not to..Thanks Anthony for keeping my spirit up when i'm working..U tried to help me cheer up.. I smiled but deep inside my heart,i'm sad,and am still crying...Hurhur...SheSays: I'm hurt and Am Crying..

2009-02-26T13:02:00.002+08:00

Hey bloggers or people who keeps on reading on my blog...

Yeah,i keep on changing my template cuz i cant really find the template that i want..And finally i found this simple template...

So i decided to stick on it..Hah! I changed my template and i also added new songs..Heh..More new songs on my playlist...For those of you who wanna hear my new songs added...Juz click on my music player..Next songnext next next!! Hehe..I have 8 songs in total..Heh...So my playlist are shuffled...

Yesterday's work was boring..Den what am i waiting for..I went in the kitchen and talked to 2 of my funniest kitchen people..Haha..Her name is Kak Minah and His name is Nazri...Went in,have a chat with them..Lots if laughters burst out from kak Minah..She cant stand when she looked at me and nazri fighting...

Nazri and I always "Fought".. Hahaha!! Never mind..I love to disturb him anyway..Yesterday worked with My Love too!!! Gladly to say,We Have NO fights! NO Misunderstandings too!! So as a result I would like to say I LOVE YOU MOHD ISKANDAR!! Hehehe...Like as i say in my previous post(Tuesday Feb 17),we are seriously and dangerously in love!! Hahaha!!

So My Love and I waited for our manager to finish his chores and it ended at around 11 plus..I was super tired yesterday cuz i didn have enough sleep...Haiz...But when my love send me this sweet lil good night sleep..I replied him...And then goes miss syafiqah going to lala land..Hahaha!!!

Datz alll...

Thanks for reading!!

SheSays: Working was tired..

2009-02-25T12:48:00.002+08:00

I'm Hoping to get at least one answer for m job..Everything or shuld i say everyone was quiet...Sabri prayed for me dat i will hopefully get in NUH and will be in the same ward with him!! So,thanks sabri for d prayers...I know you cant leave without my stupid act and jokes..Am i right?? Hahahahaha!!! Bluek!

Hmm...Baby's mother was soo sweet of her..Baby told me yesterday dat his mum prayed for me dat i'm going to get the job that i wanted..Dat was soo sweet of his mum..Thanks Cik..Hahahaha!! Baby's mum saw me once when she come to our workplace with her sister and husband came and makan2...Heh..I was super terrified!! Cuz i really dunno what to do next!! I'm super terrified with his sister...

As i mention on my previous post regarding i met his sister two days in a row,this sister of his came to deli to eat was another sister..Wah!!! The one came and eat at our workplace with Baby's mum as i mentioned above, was fierce!!! The face was fierce sia!!! I was supe scared!!! Serious!!! I told Baby dat i was super stressed when his sister was still there to keep a look out on me!!! Wah!!! So dat day i dun even dare to misbehave!! hah!!

Mahendran one of our collegue disturbed me!!
He said: Syafiqah,kau patut gy sane salam mak die cakap,cik,ni syafiqah bakal menantu cik..
I laughed all the way when he told me dat!! Hahahahah!! Mahendran will never fail to make me happy when i work with him..Haha!

Well...This another paragraph is to my two best friends...

Shahril: I'm sorry to say dat to u yesterday..I main2 je..Though what i said came true..Hahaha!! So sorry..Never mind..You still have another chance...Bluekk..

Kiki: Syukur la kau dapat keje..Sayang kau

2009-02-24T19:00:00.002+08:00

Me: You,I masih tengah tunggu bus tau..
Baby: Lambat nah??!!!
Me: Kaki i tadi sakit,den i gy ambik kasut lagik satu..
Baby: Kata u,u da kuar..U ni...
Me: Alah..Tunggu i pat lakeside je...Ok??
Baby: Ok la..
Me: Bye
Baby: Bye

Hmm...Dat was ou conversation before we met each other at 12.40pm.. Was supposed to meet baby at boon lay interchange by 12.30...But yet,i was laye..Wearing high heel shoes made me go blister... I was neatly dressing up at home around 11.30am to go for my FIRST interview...

Meet baby at lakeside den straight board the train..Alight at dhoby ghaut..Went to the destination..Well my interview was at QA Employment bla bla bla..Its a company where they employ people to jobs...Its a good oppurtinity for me...

The interviewer asked me which hospital and whic department i wanted..Maybe i'm employed to PRIVATE Hospitals..Hmm..Hope to get my job real soon...Hmm..Datz all...

SheSays: Thank you baby for accompanying me

2009-02-23T00:40:00.003+08:00

I do love him yes i do... But conflicts starts over and over again..nevermind..I'm okay with it...Cuz I know,My Baby,wont just let the situation worst and won't make it lie flat..So for SURE we will talk things out...And datz what i love him much...

Hmm...Now msging with him..Still hv a lil conflict...

"Ya Allah,berikanlah kami kebahagiaan..Amin"

I LOVE YOU

2009-02-22T13:47:00.002+08:00

Well...I have nothing to write actually....
but i'm missing sooo many people who had made me laugh...
Especially...

AHMAD ROSYID...
I miss him damn much!!! Haiz...
Not to forget

***MY BABY***
**SHAKILLAH
**FAIZUAN**
**RAUDAH**
**SABRI**
**RAUDAH**
**AZMI**
**FADHLI!!!!**
**MUNIRAH**
**DEWI**

I MISS YOU GUYS!!

2009-02-20T12:47:00.005+08:00

SYUKUR ALHAMDULLILAH!!

Finally i've got a job!!! (bu not confirmed yet) Which is as a nurse of course...Hmm..I'm not going to elaborate which and where i am at which hospital and soo on right here on my blog...Maybe later later la i tell...For my friends who still wants to know where..Feel free to call or msg me yar??

Haa...My dream has come true to be a nurse...Dat was my wish when i was still a kid...First was a teacher den was a nurse...Finally i got a nurse!!! My Love was sick since yesterday during work..I was worried sick bout him..Worried tilll crazy..Today he is in the morning shift...Msged him asked him his condition he didn even reply...

BIIIIINNNNNGIIIIT SAK AKU!!!!!!! TAK REPLY!!!!!!!!

She Says: Syukur alhamdullilah

2009-02-20T00:26:00.002+08:00

Yeah..I'm online and i'm still awake at this hour...Hmm..Just came back from work..
I worked with My love today...
I was happy to see him..Heh...Cuz I love him i love him!!!
Hehe....I was nearly gonna have a heart attack...His mum came with i dunno who..And ate there...
His mum wanna see my face...
Well hunny...Now your mum and i dunno who..Your cousin or wad had seen my face.. I feel a little relieve..
Hehe...

I JUST HOPE AND I WANNA OUR RELATIONSHIP TO LAST LONG BABY

2009-02-19T12:39:00.004+08:00

Today i'm going to start work at 6pm..But before that i'm gonna meet MY LOVE's ex gf... Hahaha!! Hey...Maybe you reader's may find it weird...Gooing with his ex gf... For me it isn't weird at all...Humans can make friends with anybody...But no matter what...Choose you friends wisely...

Hmm..Woke up in the morning to send my lil sis to her school and settle some things with her librarian..Very frustrated..Money here money there...Ingat aku chop duit pe!! Heh...Den went back home and tadaa!! I'm updating...Later on..Gonna be ready and head down to meet here...Den after dat go work...I'm going to the library..This time round i'm gonna borrow some books and read!!

Datz all!! Toodles!!

2009-02-18T21:25:00.004+08:00

TWO DAYS IN A ROW!!

Hahaha...Datz my titile of the day reader's...Hmm... What do i mean by dat?? Two days in a row i met MY LOVE'S Sister...
Hahaha!! We had lots of fun...The three of ous..Our laughters were all in the air to wherever we go...Wherever we walk..WHOEVER we SEE!!! Hahaha...First i met his sis was yesterday....

Fetch hunny from work...But met syayie first...Nyahahah...Ok...Fetch him...Den went to library as i thought i wanna borrow some books to read..But eventually my library card was unable to use due to some FINES...hehehe...So met his sis at the library..Then accompany her to eat...Lotsa laugh here and there...

Nyahaha...Today met her agin..Today its my love's turn to fetch me up!! Heheh...So he fetched me,den had our lunch met his sis at our makan place...Again..Laugh here and dere.... Hahaha..

Baby,i just had soo much fun with you..Will always love you baby!!!!

2009-02-17T13:17:00.003+08:00

We Had Been Seriously And Dangerously In Love..
Hah!! His Name Is Mohd Iskandar and Her Name Is Nur Syafiqah...
He's My Prince And I'm His Princess...
Hahahaha!!! This is a random post uh actually!!!
Hehehe

2009-02-16T22:23:00.007+08:00

Me And My Baby..Mwaah!! I Love You

Sweet Aren't dey?? Azmi And Raudah

Today i went to Get an application at NUH..Asked raudah and Az to tag along with me... Thank You Sweet couples for following me...Nyahaha! After dat catch our lunck at burger king in Marina Square...Heh.. After dat Go Esplanade...Nyahaha!!Datz all..

2009-02-15T21:15:00.002+08:00

ALHAMDULLILAH!!!
Mohd Iskandar And Nur Syafiqah had turn ONE MONTH in Our Relationship...
Hehehe!!! I'm happy.. But A lil sad cuz was not able to meet him today...Hurhur...

Haiz...He's working...Mak ai..Bingit pe aku die keje..But nvm uh..And also a lil fight too regarding different things...Haiz.....

Shak..matair kau ngn matair aku take care sak..Anni aku ngn die..Kite gaduh jgk...

2009-02-14T11:32:00.008+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!!!

Hah!! Since i worked in Jurong POint.. Everywhere i go.. There's this bbanner written,LOVE IS IN THE AIR....

When i see those banners...I will think of MY LURVE... I just LOVE him very much...I will never ruin this R'ship at ALL.. Will never...

Yesterday i gave him this...

Itz a Famous Amos Cookies...Heh...

And MY LURVE Mohd Iskandar Gave Me This...

A Bouqet Of Flowers With a Teddy Bear At the Side... That is the flower which i wanted ever since i saw it.. And He gave me!!!!! Hahahaha!!! I was working yesterday and he came and we exchange gift.. When i first saw the flowers i was happy...But when my collegue ask me to take out and see whether there is a bear...I was like..What?? Have meh??

I took out and tadaa!!!! There's a bear!!!!

I Straight away call him and told him...That I LOVE YOU!! I Told Him dat i wish you are still here in Delifrance and i wanna hug you!!! hahaha!!! Happy Valentines day!!!!

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY BABY..I WILL LOVE YOU TILL ETERNITY!! MOHD ISKANDAR!!

Hmm btw... I've blocked my blog previously due to some fights..And I invited few reader's only...And i Know whom i invite...So now..I decided to open it back..And I wanna see whether there's fights again...I Know who you are...

2009-02-11T18:35:00.005+08:00

My blog is only open for invited reader's only.. sorry guys... due to some fights...

2009-02-06T10:09:00.001+08:00

Hehe!! Yesterday i went to MY LOVE'S graduation ceremony at ITE College West Dover.. Heh! Woke really damn in the morning!!! Nyahahah!! Never mind.. Anything for my love you know... Haha....I Love him very very much.. After dat we head down to Jurong Point to have our lucnh.. Hehe...Anyways i highlight my hair..But cant' see dat much!! Hehe..Pictures ahead..

Mohd Iskandar Bin Isnain

Lunch At Jurong Point
My Love

Both At MCafe

Rina says: I LOVE YOU Soooo Much!!! Hehe.. Congratulations on your graduation hunny...

2009-02-03T11:57:00.002+08:00

I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MIIIIISSSSSIIIIINNNG OAC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SOMEBODY!!!! PLEASE FETCH ME TO OAC!!!!!!
I AM GOING TO OAC THIS FRIDAY... AND THIS TIME I PROMISE!!! I'M GOIN!! I MISS ALL THE FUN AND LAUGHTERS THERE!!! AND I'M GOING TO SNEAK OUT TO GO...

I LOVE OAC!!!

2009-02-01T10:28:00.003+08:00

Well... My life was quite dissappointing this few days... I didn know why... I just hope everything willl be back as per normal... Maybe this month has stated that my moood won't be happy... I guess... Only one day dat make me happpy.. Which is 15 January 2009....

Work has been fine lately... Only few thing that I'm unhappy....Sometimes the manager quite strict... Don't know why... But as days after days... I understand why.... Sales drop in Delifrance... He told us maybe is our service.... Hmmm.... Sometimes working with my love can cause a heartache... Wanna know why??? There's a lot of hot chicks.... And he usually will say that is his baby!!!! Wahh!!!! Sakit kepala la aku!!! Never mind... There also have handsome young prince!! Agagagaga!!! Silly me and silly love!!! Hahahaa....

As long as i know dat he is mine... And we are happily attach!!! Nyahahaha!!!

Hmm.. SO far... So good in our r'ship... Hurhur....Don't wanna elaborate more... Privacy oi!!! Hehe....

Today plan was... I have to go to bbdc to catch my FTL 1.02...Waahh!!! SOoo damn lazy tau tak!!! Hurhur...My love woke me up at 8.45am but then i went back to sleep.... Tired la... Yesterday reached home at 1AM!!! Helped my sir to count stock in Deli...Hehe....So after going bbdc,i have to head down to work... That is my routine nowadays... Workk...Bbdc....Itu ajelah...
Hehe....

2009-01-30T13:57:00.002+08:00

Guess what I'm turning 19 this year but i still don't feel th freedom out of my life... I'm truly dissappointed with my parents... My ATM is still with my mom.. My pay were all with my mum.. Even today i plan to go back to my previous school to join my cca Outdoor Adventure Club... Yet they forbid me to go... I'm sorry to NN and Azizah.. My parents disallows me to go!!! My life is in a deep shit!!!!

WHERE IS MY FREEEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-28T13:02:00.002+08:00

Hmm...I've been neglecting my blog these few days...Cuz i'm very very busy...I was working during the CNY Eve and CNY itself...

Monday 26 Jan 2009 I had a great big fight with my love...I cried and cried infront of him so dat he can forgive me...It took him 30 mins to forgive me...And finally hug me...And kiss me tooo...I promise dat i wont do it again....

Haiz...
Datz all for today..My mood has gone down d drain when i think back of 26 Jan 2009...
Sorry Guys

2009-01-23T12:36:00.002+08:00

Cant wait cant wait!!!

Can't wait to meet MY LOVE later...

Heheheheh!!!

I LOVE HIM!!!!

2009-01-22T14:04:00.004+08:00

Hai reader's!!!
again and again i keep on changing my blog template!! Hahaha!!!
I'm crazy bout the vintage pictures and styles...It was damn nice...
And i LOVE IT!! I realiza dat i fall in love with vintage styles....

Gosh!! Again and again i changed...Hehe...Sorry guys....

Well...
This post is specially for NYSA...
Please stay strong....I Know u had just lost your love one...
Sedekah kan al-fatihah ok???
Amin...

Syafarina Says: I LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH!!

2009-01-21T12:49:00.004+08:00

I was reading someone's blog and i eventually broke down...
Tears start to roll down my cheek right after i took this photo of mine...
I juz want you to answer my question...

* DID I EVER LIED TO YOU WITH WHOM I WENT OUT WITH?
* DID I EVER LIED TO YOU WITH WHOM I MSGED WITH?
* DID I EVER LIED TO YOU TO EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING??

DID I EVER DO THAT TO YOU??
Gosh...I didn know that things could turn out this way...
Please i beg u..Stop all this lie...JUST STOP IT!!!!
I dun wanna fight with you no more!! Please...

I pray to god...Please let this relationship of mine last forever,no more fights and misunderstandings.. Please...
I know this is parts and parcel of life and relationship..Will do have fights and misunderstandings..Will do have fun and laughters too...

Well hunny,i know that happened before our relationship..But when i read it,i juz couldn't take it..Cuz the question that keep on playing in my mind and heart was, "Are you still lyng to me?"
I trusted you dat much hunny..So please don't make it ruin...

Miles Away

2009-01-20T18:49:00.002+08:00

Yes i'm updating again...
Went out with my boyfee,to buy bedroom slippers..
But we didn manage to find one for my mum...
Hehe...Our hands are hold tight to wherever we go...
Hehehehe...Juz loooovvvee him!!!!

Yesterday we worked together...PM shift...
I baked chocolate chips for him!! Hehehehe...He loved it..And i'm happy bout it..
He brought back home,and gave it to his mom and elder sis..
Well i was shy...Hehehehe...

So...I'm happy that i met him today...
Hehehe...

MOHD ISKANDAR... I WILL LOVE U TILL ETERNITY..

pardon the picture above that his wearing a christmas hat..that was december last yr